No Looking Back

I can't say that I believe
half the shit that's happened to me.
I'm awash in this sea,
so I'll paddle around.

And as the sun scorches my skin,
I think to myself "you just cant win"
suddenly, I'm home again!
Back on the ground.

And I can't say why I won't stay.
you wouldn't understand it anyway.
It's such a horrible price to pay.
It's too much to bear.

And As I walk along these tracks,
as the sun fades into black,
there's no use in looking back
because I'm not there.